About This Blog ~ This blog is about a series of Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Transgender (GLBT) super-hero, sci-fi, fantasy adventure novels called Rainbow Arc of Fire. The main characters are imbued with extraordinary abilities. Their exploits are both varied and exciting, from a GLBT and a human perspective. You can follow Greg, Paul, Marina, Joan, William, and Joseph, as well as several others along the way, as they battle extraordinary foes or take on environmental threats all around the globe and even in outer space. You can access synopses of the ten books using the individual links on the upper, left-hand column.
The more recent posts are about events or issues that either are mentioned in one or more books in the series or at least influenced the writing of the series.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
DADT lives, unfortunately
I suspect that the vote yesterday was the high water mark of our being able to serve openly. With the country veering again to the right, no Republican will ever vote to help us achieve equality. We will have to continue to serve, and die, in silence for the rest of my lifetime.
Monday, September 20, 2010
America: The Story of Us
So he traveled from Europe to America and eventually came to train American soldiers for General George Washington. He showed the developing army how to employ the bayonet and, most importantly, to practice hygiene in the set up of their camps, to cut down on the impact of disease, which often killed more troops than enemy bullets.
It is important, then, to realize that without Von Steuben's help and tenacity and skills, America might have had a much more difficult time obtaining its independence from Britain.
If he was homosexual, then this is yet another example, at the very creation of our nation, that homosexual soldiers have made invaluable contributions to American freedom. He is yet another reason that DADT must be eliminated.
On Sunday, in a related matter, I volunteered for HeyDenver, a Colorado AIDS project confidential testing site, at a BBQ of Element, a gay men's group. Two of the young men I sat with are Air Force enlisted men. Each expressed his optimism that DADT will be overturned and they will no longer have to fear exposure and expulsion.
Let us hope their optimism is well founded.
Friday, September 10, 2010
DD 214
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Water Damage
It has seemed even longer than that. The noise alone and the constant disruptions in a house built in 1896 have been excruciating enough.
A week and a half ago I noticed stains on the ceiling in my bathroom. Two days later yet another stain appeared. I reported these to the new owner who has had all of these alterations made, to let him know that water is leaking down from above.
How does all of this affect the Rainbow Arc of Fire?
About a week ago, while searching in a storage area just below my bathroom (and further below the kitchen in the condo on the top floor of the house where the leak first occurred), I noticed the tell-tale sign of even more water that had doused some cardboard boxes where I had stored items that I had saved over the years.
As I began to explore further, I discovered that several cardboard boxes, and their contents, were almost entirely soaked.
At least two of the boxes contained full manuscripts and revision copies of sections of RAoF manuscripts. They were all damp and effectively ruined.
Another box contained copies of magazines and newspapers where RAoF was mentioned over the years, including a full interview with me in one OUT FRONT COLORADO publication. Many were fully ruined and could not be salvaged. I was able to recover a few issues with that interview that weren't so water logged and lay them in the warm sunlight to dry them out.
I also lost many stacks of booklets containing my journals that I had kept, and written in, by hand, from the very late 60's until the early 80's. Several were severely soaked and totally ruined.
Fortunately, I was able to salvage the typed manuscript of those journals from the 70's that I had typed in 1990. I also saved a box containing the typed manuscript of Sons of Men, my poetry that was originally written in those same journals, along with my thoughts at the time the journals were composed. There was also a box containing a manuscript of letters I had written and typed about two decades ago.
All of my Air Force missile certificates were damaged to one degree or another by water. I lay them in the hot sun to dry them out. Many were from my years as a Combat Crew deputy and commander in Minot, North Dakota, from 1974 through 1978. I had received seven highly qualified ratings during missile crew member evaluations over that time. The box containing my Air Force commendation medal was also stained and dirty. My two ancient stuffed animals, the first of which I received on my first Christmas in 1949, the second which I had gotten in an early birthday, my seventh, I believe, were also wet.
Several boxes of color slides from the late 60's through the early 80's were also slightly or moderately soaked.
This was the second time that items from my past were damaged in that storage area after being safe there for years. About a year or so ago, most of my military-era memorabilia from Marine OCS and the Air Force was soaked from a different leak. I had to throw away much from my past then. The rest I dried out in time and then put them into a more protective plastic storage container. I should have gotten other containers to protect what had been spared that first time.
That first leak was almost exactly 30 years after my forced resignation from the Air Force. So, while I had had no intention in 2009 of recalling that sorrowful time and those disappointing events, fate forced me otherwise to relive those months and years upon that 30th anniversary. I had to pull apart everything that was wet and hope it dried out. What was ruined, I had to pitch.
Not only do such experiences such as water damage force us to realize our own mortality, they also demand that we understand how fragile the existence of our personal effects can be. When we are gone, who is going to care about manuscript copies of even a writer's books? We become like Charles Foster Kane, whose precious sled is consigned to the fires by unknowing workers, asked to destroy what seems unnecessary or uninteresting among the thousands of items he'd collected over the decades of his significant life.
Those of us who are far from significant cannot expect that those personal effects we once treasured will endure after we are gone. I suppose it is easier to simply pitch them out ourselves at times such as these when the elements such as water, or fire, make their way through these precious objects before we can no longer prevent such losses after we are gone.
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: Olive Branch
Chapter Twenty-nine
A moment earlier, Mercuria spots a vessel ahead, low on the horizon in the early morning darkness, silhouetted against the fading star field background. She rips through extensive ruins, gutted buildings, and burned out vehicles that litter this hotly contested region, sprinting to catch up to the unknown ship before it moves off.
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: Shattered Dawn
Chapter Eight
Before any of them can react, Liquid Lord raises his hands and strong blasts of water emanate from each like the focused spray of a powerful fire hose, knocking them down or aside and soaking them all thoroughly.
Monday, August 9, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: A House Divided
Chapter Twenty-nine
A moment later, Dino reaches for a small vial of scented oil on a shelf and pulls off the stopper to take a whiff. He deliberately holds it up to his nose, pretending to innocently ask, "What's this stuff supposed to do?"
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: Who Has Dominion?
Chapter Forty-seven
The look on William's face the moment the spear tears through his vulnerable body is one of sudden incredulity. He knows in that shocking instant he will not survive. His last thoughts seek to reach out to his beloved one last time, but he fails.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: Harmony of Spheres
Chapter Thirty-six
In a large, darkened house, on a quiet side street on Capitol Hill in Denver, a tall, lanky, gray-haired man nearing 60 fearfully peers out at the sidewalk through a small crack between carefully drawn drapes.
Thursday, August 5, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: Slight of Mind
Chapter One
To view the interplay of persons behaving badly toward one another when the subjects are oblivious about being observed, about being judged.
At the edge of a strained and murky alley near the Village, on a hot summer night in New York, two hunky lovers stand, arms temporarily upraised while confronted by another man pointing a glinting gun.
Monday, August 2, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: Worlds Beneath Us
Chapter Nineteen
Utilizing the deer's senses, Greg realizes that Joan, or rather Artemis, is moving off in the opposite direction to search for him. He quietly pivots around the base of the tree, his hiding place, to sneak up behind her unawares. He takes a step but does not see the unwary twig beneath his foot. The snap is much louder than he could have imagined, setting off a furious chirping of nesting birds in a nearby tree before he can silence them.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: Souls Within Stone
Chapter Thirty-seven
Several of the patrons rush to the windows, holding curtains aside, intensely curious as to what will happen next. None is willing, however, to become directly involved, especially not with stopping an impending fight. The waitress stands at the front door, hands on her hips, looking out at the parking lot and shaking her head at the stupidity of all men.
"Paul," Greg advises his lover outside, "you stay out of this. I'll handle the three of them myself."
"Whatever you say, Greg," Paul grins, stepping back, knowing that Greg might have been a bit over matched if there were six of them. Three, he knows, should be a breeze.
"Oh, aren't you the tough one?" the first man ridicules, wondering why these two faggots act so confident since he and his buddies never fight fair. "We'll take you on one at a time, then."
"That's acceptable to me," Greg smiles, pretending not to notice that one of the guys has slipped up behind him, intending to pin his arms while the other two take their best shots.
"Gotcha," the one breathes heavily on Greg's neck, smelling strongly of garlic.
"This is gonna be easier than I thought," the first one says, telegraphing his punch by a mile.
Greg tilts his head and the meaty fist sails past his ear, smashing hard against the nose of the guy behind Greg, making a loud, cracking noise.
"Damn it, Bobby," the guy behind Greg yells, releasing his hold and grabbing his face, collapsing to the ground in a bloody heap. "You broke my goddamn nose, you idiot!"
"The bastard moved," Bobby shouts, angry with himself for missing and taking out his buddy.
The third guy, not wanting to waste a chance, swings at Greg's midsection; but Greg deftly moves, causing the guy to fall to the ground.
"Shit!" he shouts in a muffled voice, now face down in the gravel and dirt.
Bobby, the ringleader, is furious that his two partners have been so quickly neutralized. He comes at Greg and swings again. Greg ducks easily, then stabs an uppercut at the guy's jaw, breaking it and sending him flying backward, instantly groggy. Unlike fight scenes in the movies, however, Bobby's pain is excruciating. Flat on his back and holding his jaw, he does not get up, fortunate that he did not lose any teeth. Woozy, he still recognizes that it was a blow the like of which he has never taken before in any previous brawl.
The guy face down on the ground has quickly gotten up, however, and reaches into the open window of their pickup, grabbing an ax handle. Greg knows what the guy is up to but steps toward the truck anyway, keeping his back to the man and acting as if he has not noticed the other's obvious move for a weapon.
Looking through his attacker's eyes as the man swings, Greg ducks, and the ax handle smacks into the windshield of their truck, cracking the glass.
"Hold still, you asshole," the guy yells in frustration, losing all control, a serious blunder in a fight with a telepathic adversary.
He wildly swings the ax handle again, as Greg has slipped to the front of the truck. This time the blow misses wide and smashes a headlight. "Damn it!"
He continues to follow Greg, entirely enraged, raising the ax handle high and bringing it down, as Greg jukes away, crushing the side mirror instead. "Shit!"
As the guy angrily stares at the damage he has caused to their own truck, Greg calmly asks him, "Had enough?"
"No!" the man shouts, pissed and pointing the ax handle at the shattered side mirror. "Look what you made me do!"
"I did nothing," Greg announces, knowing that the guy won't take responsibility for his own stupidity and now tired of wasting time with him. Greg rears back and punches the guy in the left eye, knocking him backward into the side of the pickup.
The guy drops the ax handle and reaches for the side of his face, groaning and sinking to the running board, not knowing how lucky he was that Greg took something off the punch.
Standing over the one named Scotty and shaking his head, Greg then tells him, "I think you've had enough now, and that eye's probably going to swell shut real soon unless we get some ice on it."
He reaches down to help Scotty up, knowing that the fight has left all three of these would-be combatants. He also picks up the ax handle from the ground.
"Thanks," Scotty mumbles, staggering to his feet and finally accepting that he has been badly beaten.
"It isn't like in the movies, fella," Greg explains, as he helps the bruised man toward the restaurant, tossing the ax handle several yards away into the brush.
Paul has already taken the other two inside for some ice for their broken nose and broken jaw, respectively, assuring them that his lover packs quite a wallop, and rubbing it in just a little by adding, "I tried to warn you not to pick a fight with him."
Thursday, July 29, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: Autumn Saga
Chapter Thirty
That evening, Paul and Greg are getting dressed to go to the Park to catch a possible gay basher.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Fight Sequence Rainbow Arc of Fire: A Mile-High Saga
Chapter Thirty-one
He bolts through his apartment door; the cats follow to the sill and stop, wondering what’s the matter.
He races down the stairs and out the side door, exiting under the carport. He immediately spies a young man with a can of spray paint, applying a graphic design to a garage door across the alley.
“Hey,” Greg yells out, “I don’t think the owner would want you to do that.”
The young man wheels about, dropping the spray can and pulling a gun from his baggy jeans. Before Greg can react, he fires.
“Shit!” Greg exclaims as he recoils sideways in time for the bullet to barely graze his arm instead of hitting his chest. His new, increased quickness saved him. Still, blood flows from the wound.
Mentally, he orders the kid to drop the gun. Instead, the jerk fires again, Greg ducking in time so that the bullet hits a brick building behind him.
Thinking fast, Greg sends a mental image of himself escaping down the alley. The kid fires at the fleeing figure.
In a moment, Greg is at the kid’s side and decks him with one angry fist to the chin.
The kid collapses backward onto the blacktop, the gun falling from his hand.
Greg kicks it aside with his foot and then drops to the ground, the powerful new adrenaline in his system still racing fast.
He eyes the kid keenly, wondering why his command to drop the gun had no effect. Even now, he feels the intense hatred and evil that pervaded the kid’s mind.
“The intensity must have blocked my thoughts,” he realizes.
Mentally, he seeks out a nearby police car. He locates one on the other side of Cheesman Park. Subtly, he directs the officer to the alley.
As the cruiser turns the corner, Greg stands up and waves. The kid is still out.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Poetic Passages Rainbow Arc of Fire: Olive Branch
Chapter One
In early morning, while all of the others are soundly sleeping, Greg quietly eases himself up off the couch where he has spent the better part of a fitful night. This sturdy sofa has never been the most comfortable place to sleep. Either he is a couple of inches too long or the sofa is a couple of inches too short. However, he refuses to find fault with these meager accommodations, especially at a time like this. His mother’s family has been forced once again by misfortune to come together, and now is certainly not the time to complain about trivial matters.
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Poetic Passages Rainbow Arc of Fire: Shattered Dawn
Chapter One
The time is 2:00 A.M.
Low, heavily laden clouds creep in overnight to entirely cover The Mile-High City, wrapped in deepest slumber at this impossibly early hour. A light snow of wide, wet flakes is even now falling, further lulling an already submissive cityscape.
Her two human owners also sit up in bed in consternation, almost raising themselves in unison at this rude interruption.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Poetic Passages Rainbow Arc of Fire: A House Divided
Chapter Seventy-four
After his disappointing meeting with Dino, Greg slowly makes his way toward Little Round Top. But he first makes a slight detour to pass by the National Cemetery itself, which contains the old stone tabs that we living inevitably keep on our honored dead. The many circular rows of small, white, stone markers dully glow in the moonlight like aged and discolored dragon's teeth that have long ago lost their bite.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Poetic Passages Rainbow Arc of Fire: Who Has Dominion?
Scaling the last of the prismatic steps, the Olympian deities finally arrive at their stark new homeland in the stratosphere.
The razor-thin dome of atmosphere hovering above this bleak domain of Asgard provides a striking contrast to the palpable blue skies they observed at so many earlier levels. However, with each higher step, the pastel layers of heaven evaporated one by one. By the time the remaining eleven gods and goddesses reach the cutting edge of this lofty precipice, almost no soothing color remains.
The billowy white cumulus clouds especially, and even the thin wisps of cirrus ice crystals strung higher up, have since dropped off so that only glimmering stars and twinkling planets pierce the invasive gloom of a world languishing up here in perpetual twilight. Those prickly and bright beams of the nearby universe create an enormous fabric of sparkling patterns and spirals that unfold above the dark landscape of Asgard. The tiny lights of universal nightfall then trail out along the neighboring arm of our galaxy like a shawl.
In addition to the remote stars, local sheets of shimmering color, the shifting northern lights that hang lucent up near the pole, undulate and quiver just beneath this frosty region of Asgard. It is as if a cosmic breeze were blowing these crystalline curtains about on a frigid winter's evening because someone has carelessly left a window open to the cold.
Signal fires illuminate several surface routes laid out before them as if this were a country perpetually at war and in need of a permanent and rapid means of communication.
The main road at their feet, and a grand hall in the distance, seem to reflect the starry skies overhead with the mirroring quality of a precious metal like silver or a fashionable material such as shiny chrome.
"It could be worse, I suppose," Hestia finally determines, glancing about crestfallen because so little strong light brightens this elevated landscape.
"No wonder much of what Odin was purported to have done here in Asgard was sit and brood," Hades suggests.
"Only your shadowy Underworld is a more cheerless place than this," Athena teases. Then she soberly reconsiders her flippant observation after sampling the thin air, "The stench of impending death also permeates this place."
"I, more than any of you, know exactly what fresh death smells like, Athena," Ares confesses. "It bothers me not in the least, and it should not bother any of you. Let us reconnoiter that great hall ahead of us. Perhaps we shall find it well stocked of weapons with which to defend ourselves."
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Poetic Passages Rainbow Arc of Fire: Harmony of Spheres
Far above the Earth, in an otherwise blackened void, and at the surging center of our densely populated planetary system, a solar furnace continues to pulse and radiate. Spilling nuclear fire and expelling stellar light across billions of miles and years, the constant sun engenders an enduring negligence in those of us unaccustomed to glancing up from our momentary shadowing of the land.
Friday, July 9, 2010
Poetic Passages in Rainbow Arc of Fire: Slight of Mind
Chapter Five
Soon, Greg's attention is diverted by the trio of enticing crystals arrayed in the window nearby, and by the many clear stones arranged on the sill. He contemplates the vagaries of fate and folly and reaches over to give the three dangling spheres a twirl.
Staring deeply through their sparkling contours, he speculates about the several courses that a single life can take, the alternate turns that one might make in the great maze that life sometimes becomes for unwary human beings.
Delighted by a reflective brightness that suddenly dazzles him, he turns to watch the refracted multitude of rainbow arcs become a flying profusion across the surfaces of every form and figure in this antiseptic room. This casual effort adds so many rainbow colors as a purifying agent to the current pain.
The paths taken by the many spectra emanating from the crystal orbs cross one another here and there, some seeming to meld briefly in passing; but then all quickly race onward once again.
As if in the momentary granting of a wish, or the temporary touch of an elusive dream, to Greg all sadness now seems in abeyance, every possible loss briefly held in check. But he knows that this visual effect will not last for long. While life may be altered temporarily, even extended by the willful intrusions of the living, it cannot absolutely be changed for the dying or for the dead. Though one's thoughts, no matter how pervasive, are hopefully inclined toward permanent resuscitation, eventually all such efforts will fail. The world transitions, as it should, and another soul moves beyond.
Yet with every casual speculation, each stray desire unchecked, what might we survivors curiously discover? And what might we thoughtlessly discard, should we, or some other, have a mind to slight the current pattern of our lives, a course that may once have appeared permanently penned onto paper or seemingly etched in stone?


